it has been a year
it has been a year since everything seemed changed..
it has been a year since the moment that make me suffer right now
it has been a year since i have chosen to end up something and decided to renew my self
it has been a year since the moment i realized that there are certain things in me that i urgently need to change
it has been a year since i decided to fix every flaw in my life..
it has been a year since i thought that if i have succeeded renewing my self, i wouldn't have to hurt anyone again in my life
it has been a year, and i just realized, how stupid i was
for letting go something that might be my only chance for a change in my life
it has been a year, and i just realized that i have to admit to my self that i have lost...
i have lost
i have lost to this world
i have lost to my self
i have lost that i don't even have the power to admit to my self that i've lost
i have lost that i'm still stuck in the same moment
a moment where every pain in my childhood is killing me
a moment where every pain of me being a teeager has changed me
a moment in my early 20's that everything seemed good and cheerful outside...
it has been a year .... and everyone is moving on with their life
it has been a year since everything seemed changed..
actually everything remains the same... they just seemed different
although they're not...
and it kills me inside...
it has been a year.. another wasted year of my life....
yaahhh....what's wrong with you my sweet brother...
this is not trully you...
menyesal sih boleh, tapi jangan lama-lama.
there's many things happen in this life..
you better choose one or not at all..
Hidup bukan pilihan...
tapi proses untuk memilih yang mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk..
Halah...
Posted by: David | June 28, 2007 06:41 PM
....diujung jalan ini...setahun kemarin.....
Posted by: de pe | June 29, 2007 03:06 AM
I want my ReRe back!!!!
hehehe..Jgn klamaan yah mellownya,ntar gak gw jadiin featured friend lg loh ;p
Posted by: LeeA | June 30, 2007 11:31 PM
ohh my beloved brotha.!
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.SPEECHLESS.
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i know what you've been through.
and i know sumtimes ppl need a break.and u need time to figure out that what happen for your "year" will make u realize u need to learn more.
and if everyone moves on witt their life,so why dont you?
i laff you,bang.!there's gonna be sunshine after the rain.!
(only heaven knows..=] )
Posted by: u l m a HILTON | July 3, 2007 07:12 AM
re???
Posted by: siskasiska | July 3, 2007 07:18 PM
its so touching....curhat2 dong..kenapa sih?
Posted by: ROID | July 11, 2007 08:00 AM
udah setahun yah bang...
aku malah setahun 4 bulan.
Fhhhh...
tapi bukan berarti kita harus menyerah sama keadaan khan ?
ini blog aku:
thousandswill.blogspot.com
Posted by: 'WILL | August 3, 2007 09:33 PM
sori bang salah
maksud aku :
thousandswill.wordpress.com
Posted by: 'WILL | August 3, 2007 09:51 PM
cup cup cup..
cini cama tante....
qeqeqeqeqe
Posted by: sUgAmOMmY | August 6, 2007 01:52 AM